Research. You should definitely do research. When your personal journal entries sound like a report of some kind, you definitely shouldn't be involved with kids. Or teaching them.

P.S.: if you're still trying that whole redemption thing after the mold incident, inverted commas over "bedside manner" and "lacking" don't exactly give anyone confidence you're actually trying. They come off as if you don't believe your bedside manner is lacking and you're being sarcastic.

Just my 0.02 cents. I don't want a fight, I just wanted to point that out since I'm told you have trouble seeing the finer details sometimes.